So sad to hear such a story. The worst part is that you've had this stress in your life for 50 years already. I hope you're on your way to healing! I don't want to confront you and any religion, and I'm not judging catholic people. However, I was raised in a family where everyone was strict with me, but I saw no point, as I felt no benefit of going to church or stuff, just rules, rules, sins, and judgment. Then, when I started living on my own, my friend invited me to the protestant church in portland, ad I agreed to come once. My life changed; no strict rules, my sins were forgiven already, and I didn't have to tell prices about them. I'm so happy now and want all people to know about it.

what the fuck does this have to do with weed